January 2011
Someone’s gonna hang if I don’t GET MY COFFEE!
Decaff?
I WILL SHOOT YOU IN THE FACE!
Day 7 - One story of a memory you have.
This one’s really difficult o_O
I suppose, going on a reoccuring theme, Paris. There’s no story, other than that it was the most amazing experience of my life. I cried when I left, I cried a couple of times when I was there because of the sheer serenity and happiness I felt. I’ve never felt so at home, anywhere and it breaks my heart that I can’t go back there for a while...
Day 6 - Two things you want.
Freedom.
Happiness.
Day 5 - Three things you miss.
Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris. Paris.(are you getting this?)
The freedom of summer.
Callum. Always. Haha.
Day 4 - Four things you wish you could say, but...
This is my fucking life, why do you make me feel so worthless? Your “unconditional love and kindness” has never been shown to me and you make me feel like I have to wear this mask, and hide who I am from you. I wish you accepted my lifestyle choices but I know you never will.
You’ve had such a wonderful life, and now you’re so depressed. You need to be the one to rise up...
Day 3 - Five songs you like.
Last Drop Falls - Sonata Arctica
Lacrimosa (I Am Blind With Weeping) - Virgin Black
Requiem, Kyrie - Virgin Black
Our Wings Are Burning - Virgin Black
Progenies of the Great Apocalypse - Dimmu Borgir
Day 2 - Six things you love.
Seeing beauty in obscurity.
My boyfriend.
My best friends, der.
My brother <3
Tattoos/piercings.
Clothes, shoes, material things ;3
Day 1 - Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Callum, and how much I wish we were closer together.
How much I long to be back in Paris, and travel in general.
My best friends, I always wonder how they are.
What if I live an unfulfilled life?
I can’t wait for the summer.
Tattoo/piercing ideas.
Clothes, shoes, material things.
I never actually keep up with these so I'm going...
-ailurophilia:
Day 1 - Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 2 - Six things you love.
Day 3 - Five songs you like.
Day 4 - Four things you wish you could say, but might never.
Day 5 - Three things you miss.
Day 6 - Two things you want.
Day 7 - One story of a memory you have
alicebizarre asked: Yeah thats angelina jolie from the film girl inturrupted xx
Something I forgot to mention.
Today, in the meeting I had with the head of sixth form, I was told that the head of art, Mrs Duke, who seems to have this huge thing against me for no reason, has been complaining about the way I dress. Apparently it’s “inappropriate” and “a cry for attention”.
I’m sorry?!
If I wanted some fucking attention I’d turn up to school in blue jeans, yellow...
Today.
Was really fairly shit.
However, I’m not going to be kicked out of sixth form providing I turn up more.
On another note, I’ve decided what my next tattoo will be, and I plan on getting it before my ankh or wings.
It will make me smile :3
I could just… *headdesk*
What is my problem T_T
Today I am beside myself.
“Walking in the cold night air without underwear,
You have red light burning in your soul - I’ve seen the glow.
In every dream I have, I say “I’m not in love with you”,
But everyday I say I do.
You have messed with my head so many times…
You forced me to love you.”
I've tried so hard and fought so long. Why make me...
Can I please just be happy for a change?
twisted-circus-deactivated20120 asked: I must say I do enjoy your blog =) xxx
“I can barely conceive of a type of beauty in which there is no melancholy.”
– Charles Baudelaire (via unknownsaints)
“Oh, I love you, maybe.
And I hope it goes away.”
